Welcome to my blog dedicated to my Journey with Teal....Ovarian Cancer. This blog is where I will make updates to my treatments and tests....hoping to keep blog friends updated and answer any questions from visitors. I did not pick this journey, but am doing the best I know how to walk strong and gracefully, with my Lord's continual strength!

Sunday, July 15, 2012

Sometimes I Worry...is that a shock?

I had my CT almost 2 weeks ago and saw my doctor this past Tuesday.  I try to stay positive but this time I was just plain scared....I just knew he was going to tell me I had to go back on traditional chemo.

But, that was not the case.  I again was "stable".  He did tell me his plan, which made sense to me this time....and I will be going on a new research drug when it opens up for its second run.  But he doesn't know exactly when that will be.

So, I am hanging in there.  I feel good.  I talked to him about my weakness in my legs...but we will not really know if it is the Avastin that is doing it, or just old age until I am off the Avastin.

We are enduring the heat....as most of you are.  I try not to rush my life, but October...where are you??

12 comments:

Beth said...

Ceekay, I'm so glad that you are enjoying life, day by day...your are living and doing things you like doing, travelling, decorating, spending time with family and friends, marrying off a daughter...it is so good to see that you can have peace and joy despite your diagnosis. I am glad, too, that you are stable and feeling well. God bless!
Beth

Helen said...

I am in awe of your strength, your spirit, your faith, your essence.

Ms. Redo said...

I worry, too, so I understand. I'm glad to hear all the good news, and I hope stopping the Avastin stops the leg weakness. But girl! You're so busy with all your friends, I'd hate to see what you'd get into if your legs *weren't* weak :) Love ya, Mary

Lynn @ Painting Thyme Needfuls said...

Such good news Ceekay!
Hugs
Lynn

Karen said...

YAY!!!!! :) HUGS!

Betsy@My Salvaged Treasures said...

This sounds like very good and promising news, what a relief. I hope that you continue to improve one day at a time:-) Hugs.

Yvonne @ StoneGable said...

Good news Ceekay! When God brings you into my memory I pray for you!

Maryjane-The Beehive Cottage said...

Hello sweet Ceekay! I am so happy to hear you are stable! Bless your heart my dear! My thoughts and prayers are always with you and you are close to my heart! Love ya, Maryjane

Judi said...

Hi there..*hugs*
Continue to feel very very very very positive..and feel good and happy for we are all blessed for each day we are here.
have a wonderful weekend...
come by and visit..
Judi

laurie @ bargain hunting said...

Great report, Ceekay! You remain in my prayers. laurie

Celestina Marie said...

Ceekay, This is great news and I am thrilled for you. Prayers are answered and blessings unfold.
Hugs, Celestina Marie

Yvonne @ StoneGable said...

Stay positive! Just know that everytime I see your picture or think of you I say a prayer!
xo