Sometimes I Worry...is that a shock?

I had my CT almost 2 weeks ago and saw my doctor this past Tuesday.  I try to stay positive but this time I was just plain scared....I just knew he was going to tell me I had to go back on traditional chemo.

But, that was not the case.  I again was "stable".  He did tell me his plan, which made sense to me this time....and I will be going on a new research drug when it opens up for its second run.  But he doesn't know exactly when that will be.

So, I am hanging in there.  I feel good.  I talked to him about my weakness in my legs...but we will not really know if it is the Avastin that is doing it, or just old age until I am off the Avastin.

We are enduring the heat....as most of you are.  I try not to rush my life, but October...where are you??