Welcome to my blog dedicated to my Journey with Teal....Ovarian Cancer. This blog is where I will make updates to my treatments and tests....hoping to keep blog friends updated and answer any questions from visitors. I did not pick this journey, but am doing the best I know how to walk strong and gracefully, with my Lord's continual strength!

Friday, August 19, 2011

Hello, update

Oh I don't even know where to start.  The short of it is I can't participate in the clinical trial that was offered me.  My doctor had already left for the day when the clinical nurse stumbled upon this bit of  information.  She cancelled my appointment and said, we will be calling you next week.

I am concerned.  I guess I don't understand why there is so few options open to me when I am going to a research clinic. 

I am not ready to give up this fight.  Please pray that we will get some definate answers and soon.

9 comments:

Bernie said...

Oh Ceekay I am sorry to hear this. I know you will not give up this fight, you have to much love and support around you to even think such a thing. I pray it will just be a glitch for now and a new trial will be found that you can take part in. Am praying you will not worry but enjoy your weekend. I hope you can do something to take your mind off all this until you have a chance to speak with your doctor next week. Sending big hugs and tons of prayers to you.....:-)

Country Wings in Phoenix said...

Oh CeeKay Sweetie...
You are SO in my prayers. I know how difficult this is for you. So many questions, and sometimes they are so lapsed in getting back to us, and I can only imagine the questions that must be going through your mind sweet friend.

Just know that we are walking right along side of you, and sending up prayers by the gazillion. We are not giving up either CeeKay.

Hugs, hugs and more hugs, Love, Sherry

Blondie's Journal said...

Ceekay...disappointed doesn't begin to describe my feelings. Please let us know what you find out when you speak to your doctor next week.

Big hugs and much love...

XO,
Jane

Jann Olson said...

Ceekay,
You will be in my prayers! Hope things turn into the positive. Keep your chin up girl!

Lynn @ Painting Thyme Needfuls said...

Ceekay,
You are in my thoughts and prayers always.
(((HUG)))
Lynn

Johanna said...

Dear Ceekay,
don't give up. I hope and pray for you, too.
Hugs, Johanna

Susan said...

Ceekay, It will work out. Don't give up sweetie! I am still praying for you!

Delisa said...

Sorry to hear about the recent news Ceekay, I can only imagine how stressful the up and down news must have felt. But I too have a feeling that this may still work out and that perhaps there is something better waiting for you that will be revealed this week. I know you won't give up, and you keep on calling the doctor's office and seeking and searching for answers until you feel that you understand everything completely and the nurses to connect and listen to you. In the meantime rest well tonight and know that the answers are there and that your heavenly Father is there to guide and direct you through this maze of confusing information. With Love, Delisa

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