A Friend

I just received the news recently that a dear friend of mine from church has just been diagnosed with breast cancer.  She is in the shocked mode of course.  We talked and she is waiting to hear what the plan of attack is.

I HATE CANCER!

I know that asking why makes no sense, because we may never know that answer.  But sometimes I want to scream, it is enough.

Don't get me wrong.  I will do whatever I have to do to stay here and be well for my family.  But sometimes I get tired.  Tired of the chemo, the meds, the needles, the tests, the appointments, the not feeling well...just tired.  And then you hear another person is starting her journey through the same thing.

It is just plain hard.